Thursday 28th January 2010
Happy belated new year bloggy :p Sorry it's been a while i havent write anything in my blog,i was busy doing something that pretty much i dont like,well,several of them are something i like too.So,sorry for bailing on you hehee
Anyway,this morning a huge weird feeling come through my head,i feel like a stupid person who afraid of loosing something.
I feel like something bad is going to happen to me,i try my best to stop feeling it but i cant,i dont feel okay,i dont feel good and i feel so insecure.
I dont know why,but things like this happen to me a lot and i'm not comfortable with all of these stupid insecurity!
I'm afraid of loosing something that really close to me..
I just hope that everything is gonna be okay.I really wish that,and God,please help me to get over this feeling ;)
And i hope God will give me a full secure and a luck!Amiiiieeen!
So yeah,since i throw it all in my blog,i feel a little relief i just want to get over this day !
Today's theme : LUCKY GIRL ;D
January 28, 2010
December 02, 2009
It's hard,but never rough
Tuesday 2nd December 2009
Hellloooo bloggyyyy it's been a while i havent write any blog.Sorry,busy.Everything is been great,but seriously hard.I dont know if my life more like a drama series in a television,but yes,i think it is.Still,i want my self to be as cool as i could,as patient as i could,as wise as i could.One thing that i have to do is i have to be mature.
So what the hell?this is my life,it is hard,but I have my own game to play,some of the things that i do now,mostly is just having fun and never bother anything that i dont like.Or something really new that i have to agree on (it's just for you mom).Something that just really hard for me to balance.I am so freakin' confuse about how i roll this life.It's just too hard for me.
But honestly it never rough,because i have a lot of best friends who i can always count on.I have my Crazy yet so awesome chairmate(Yolanda Torong),she's the one who always be there for me well,mostly she call me everytime i'm in a '911' situation.I tell a lot about my personal life to her,we're pretty open to each other and we had a lot of incommon (read : we both in love with super junior.So does the rest of my girls hehe).And the rest of them,Anjani Anandito,she is so full of fun,just to hear her laugh,it can makes me laugh too haha.Mulyatun Amanah,oh girl,you do know how to 'scream' and ofcourse you do know what's the meaning of 'Loud' hahaha,Rara dhita she has the same story of my life,also Deva Oktariza she has also the same story of my life,and i realize i am not alone in this hard road.And we all always support each other and fix the broken thing even it's just a little thing.
So,my life is hard,but never rough because of you guys!So thank you sooooooo much SORORITY!You guys are soooooo awesooomeeee :D
I LOVE YOU ALL!
Hellloooo bloggyyyy it's been a while i havent write any blog.Sorry,busy.Everything is been great,but seriously hard.I dont know if my life more like a drama series in a television,but yes,i think it is.Still,i want my self to be as cool as i could,as patient as i could,as wise as i could.One thing that i have to do is i have to be mature.
So what the hell?this is my life,it is hard,but I have my own game to play,some of the things that i do now,mostly is just having fun and never bother anything that i dont like.Or something really new that i have to agree on (it's just for you mom).Something that just really hard for me to balance.I am so freakin' confuse about how i roll this life.It's just too hard for me.
But honestly it never rough,because i have a lot of best friends who i can always count on.I have my Crazy yet so awesome chairmate(Yolanda Torong),she's the one who always be there for me well,mostly she call me everytime i'm in a '911' situation.I tell a lot about my personal life to her,we're pretty open to each other and we had a lot of incommon (read : we both in love with super junior.So does the rest of my girls hehe).And the rest of them,Anjani Anandito,she is so full of fun,just to hear her laugh,it can makes me laugh too haha.Mulyatun Amanah,oh girl,you do know how to 'scream' and ofcourse you do know what's the meaning of 'Loud' hahaha,Rara dhita she has the same story of my life,also Deva Oktariza she has also the same story of my life,and i realize i am not alone in this hard road.And we all always support each other and fix the broken thing even it's just a little thing.
So,my life is hard,but never rough because of you guys!So thank you sooooooo much SORORITY!You guys are soooooo awesooomeeee :D
I LOVE YOU ALL!
November 06, 2009
I LOVE you guys more than anything :D
Friday 6th November 2009
Wow,it's been an hectic month,kinda hard but there's always a time i can forget all of those suck problem in my head.There's 5 of my best friends that can always make me laugh until my stomach hurt so bad or afterward,one of us are going to go to the bathroom for taking pee hahaa
I dont know,they are a really nice people to be with it's alaways fun to be near Yolanda,Nana(atcune),Deva,Anjani & Rara,if we're already together,we will forget about everything,in our mind will be just fun fun and fun,laugh,laugh and laugh!hahaha
I love you guys sooo much :D
Wow,it's been an hectic month,kinda hard but there's always a time i can forget all of those suck problem in my head.There's 5 of my best friends that can always make me laugh until my stomach hurt so bad or afterward,one of us are going to go to the bathroom for taking pee hahaa
I dont know,they are a really nice people to be with it's alaways fun to be near Yolanda,Nana(atcune),Deva,Anjani & Rara,if we're already together,we will forget about everything,in our mind will be just fun fun and fun,laugh,laugh and laugh!hahaha
I love you guys sooo much :D
October 18, 2009
13
Sunday 18th October 2009
Do you know what's 13 means?13 means :
I love each one of them especially Cho Kyuhyun!
He is such a cutie hahahaa
This post is just one of the tinny detail of what I like recently,so I post it :p
Do you know what's 13 means?13 means :
I love each one of them especially Cho Kyuhyun!
He is such a cutie hahahaa
This post is just one of the tinny detail of what I like recently,so I post it :p
braces oh braces
Sunday 18th October 2009
Aduh gileeeeeeeeeeeeeee baru pasang behel tiga hari yang lalu nih gue,and it's killin' me babyyyyyyyyy oh God,tolong dong ini gigi rasanya kayak mau copot dan langsung tumbuh sariawan di mulut gue kanan kiri bagian dalem anjrit sabar deh gue sabaaaaar
Behel itu ide dari seorang dokter pada waktu itu,terus gue cuekin kemauan dokter gue ampe setahun gue gak di behel behel haha abisnya denger cerita temen2 gue yg di behel kaga ada enak2nya di behel,ya paling cuma buat gaya doang kesannya kalo pake behel tuh KATANYA yaaaa keliatan tajir lah,anak mami lah apa deh tuh omongan dan opinion org2 yg ga tau rasanya di behel.Kalo gue boleh milih antara behel dan tidak behel,I definetly choose tidak di behel.Biarpun sakitnya cuma 3 hari atau lebih tp ya tetep hrs sabar deh gue,semoga aja it'll work deh ga menang gaya doang,udh bayar mahal nih emak gue!hahaa
Anyway,pas masang behel ga sakit sama sekali,ya berasanya sekarang2 ini nih bubur jadi santapan sehari hari,see?how sad am I zz
Aduh gileeeeeeeeeeeeeee baru pasang behel tiga hari yang lalu nih gue,and it's killin' me babyyyyyyyyy oh God,tolong dong ini gigi rasanya kayak mau copot dan langsung tumbuh sariawan di mulut gue kanan kiri bagian dalem anjrit sabar deh gue sabaaaaar
Behel itu ide dari seorang dokter pada waktu itu,terus gue cuekin kemauan dokter gue ampe setahun gue gak di behel behel haha abisnya denger cerita temen2 gue yg di behel kaga ada enak2nya di behel,ya paling cuma buat gaya doang kesannya kalo pake behel tuh KATANYA yaaaa keliatan tajir lah,anak mami lah apa deh tuh omongan dan opinion org2 yg ga tau rasanya di behel.Kalo gue boleh milih antara behel dan tidak behel,I definetly choose tidak di behel.Biarpun sakitnya cuma 3 hari atau lebih tp ya tetep hrs sabar deh gue,semoga aja it'll work deh ga menang gaya doang,udh bayar mahal nih emak gue!hahaa
Anyway,pas masang behel ga sakit sama sekali,ya berasanya sekarang2 ini nih bubur jadi santapan sehari hari,see?how sad am I zz
October 14, 2009
shake it off,girl!
Wednesday 14th October 2009
Okay,pretty shit week.It's Mid semester people!Day 3,and tomorrow will be another suck mid semester day,I just really want to end it quickly!Oh please,I got a lot in my mind now,first my family problem and second my grades,I dont know what grade am I gonna get,I mean the mid semester grade,i know it will be not good as I wanted.But pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee it's just something I'm not ready to do,there's a lot of thing I still couldnt get it!But hei,and so what??I dont give a shit about it!
I dont know how my life would be in the next 2 years,am I going to be able to survive?I'll survive for my mom,for my family,but what about me?
I still dont get it,I still dont know who I am,I dont know where to go,it's a complete blank moment,everytime,everynight and every day.
So please ya Allah,give me a clue,give something to change me!Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
And yes,one of the reason i still in a bad mood sometimes,it just because of this tinny thing that I shouldnt think about.
Alright,that's the thing that i should shake it off!
I hate pretty much everything about my academic thing now,and please,dont be a smarty pants in front of me.I'll bite you
Okay,pretty shit week.It's Mid semester people!Day 3,and tomorrow will be another suck mid semester day,I just really want to end it quickly!Oh please,I got a lot in my mind now,first my family problem and second my grades,I dont know what grade am I gonna get,I mean the mid semester grade,i know it will be not good as I wanted.But pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee it's just something I'm not ready to do,there's a lot of thing I still couldnt get it!But hei,and so what??I dont give a shit about it!
I dont know how my life would be in the next 2 years,am I going to be able to survive?I'll survive for my mom,for my family,but what about me?
I still dont get it,I still dont know who I am,I dont know where to go,it's a complete blank moment,everytime,everynight and every day.
So please ya Allah,give me a clue,give something to change me!Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
And yes,one of the reason i still in a bad mood sometimes,it just because of this tinny thing that I shouldnt think about.
Alright,that's the thing that i should shake it off!
I hate pretty much everything about my academic thing now,and please,dont be a smarty pants in front of me.I'll bite you
October 10, 2009
Unforgetable the dzavelash ;')
Saturday 10th October 2009
Still,you guys are the love of my life :') and I've always missed you guys!
Still,you guys are the love of my life :') and I've always missed you guys!
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