October 18, 2009

13

Sunday 18th October 2009

Do you know what's 13 means?13 means :



I love each one of them especially Cho Kyuhyun!
He is such a cutie hahahaa

This post is just one of the tinny detail of what I like recently,so I post it :p

braces oh braces

Sunday 18th October 2009

Aduh gileeeeeeeeeeeeeee baru pasang behel tiga hari yang lalu nih gue,and it's killin' me babyyyyyyyyy oh God,tolong dong ini gigi rasanya kayak mau copot dan langsung tumbuh sariawan di mulut gue kanan kiri bagian dalem anjrit sabar deh gue sabaaaaar
Behel itu ide dari seorang dokter pada waktu itu,terus gue cuekin kemauan dokter gue ampe setahun gue gak di behel behel haha abisnya denger cerita temen2 gue yg di behel kaga ada enak2nya di behel,ya paling cuma buat gaya doang kesannya kalo pake behel tuh KATANYA yaaaa keliatan tajir lah,anak mami lah apa deh tuh omongan dan opinion org2 yg ga tau rasanya di behel.Kalo gue boleh milih antara behel dan tidak behel,I definetly choose tidak di behel.Biarpun sakitnya cuma 3 hari atau lebih tp ya tetep hrs sabar deh gue,semoga aja it'll work deh ga menang gaya doang,udh bayar mahal nih emak gue!hahaa
Anyway,pas masang behel ga sakit sama sekali,ya berasanya sekarang2 ini nih bubur jadi santapan sehari hari,see?how sad am I zz







October 14, 2009

shake it off,girl!

Wednesday 14th October 2009

Okay,pretty shit week.It's Mid semester people!Day 3,and tomorrow will be another suck mid semester day,I just really want to end it quickly!Oh please,I got a lot in my mind now,first my family problem and second my grades,I dont know what grade am I gonna get,I mean the mid semester grade,i know it will be not good as I wanted.But pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee it's just something I'm not ready to do,there's a lot of thing I still couldnt get it!But hei,and so what??I dont give a shit about it!
I dont know how my life would be in the next 2 years,am I going to be able to survive?I'll survive for my mom,for my family,but what about me?
I still dont get it,I still dont know who I am,I dont know where to go,it's a complete blank moment,everytime,everynight and every day.
So please ya Allah,give me a clue,give something to change me!Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
And yes,one of the reason i still in a bad mood sometimes,it just because of this tinny thing that I shouldnt think about.
Alright,that's the thing that i should shake it off!
I hate pretty much everything about my academic thing now,and please,dont be a smarty pants in front of me.I'll bite you

October 10, 2009

Unforgetable the dzavelash ;')

Saturday 10th October 2009

Still,you guys are the love of my life :') and I've always missed you guys!

Meet my craaaaazy classmates!

Saturday 10th October 2009

These girls are my awesome friends who always make me laugh,they always let my stress go away,we are crazy but we're not naughty,and they are

Mulyatun Amanah or a.k.a Nana --> Atcune

Anjani Anandito Asri a.k.a Jani --> Juju

Ifni Yolanda Cecariri Torong a.k.a Yole --> Sumiyati

Deva Oktariza Yodia Satria a.k.a Depppoy --> Juminten

R.Rara Dhita a.k.a Rara --> Ndharmi

Jongos jongos ter famous tahun 2009 tuh paling ekstrem loooh hahaha









I love you guys more than anything else :')

Saturday 10th October 2009

Okay,I spend my saturday night at home,well at 6 PM to 8 PM I spent my time with my best best friend,Hazna at her house,I talk about everything with her,even my personal thing,I love her so so much!
And yeah,i got 2 best friend ever,their name are ari and arie hahaa They are awesome!
So here I am now,standing with 3 awesome person,who always be there for me no matter what!

October 09, 2009

Okay,time to be more mature now!

Friday 09th October 2009

It's been a fun month,rough month,and yeah,hard month.I dont know if I can stand it any longer but life has to move on.And times flies when we're having fun.There's a couple of bad news that i just knew from my mom,and my mom suppoused to tell me last year but i just knew it last sunday.I dont want to post any of my family problem here,it's way too heavy and too privat.
I was surpriced but I wasnt cry,I was calm,but inside I was freakin' panic.I wanted to be as strong as I could in front of my mom and the did is done.I was strong.Strong enough to heard those words.
Eventhough something happened to me,I wont look down and look back,but I learned from those things and i hope it'll make me more mature then the old me.
I seriously thought that,this isnt happening to me.But it happened,i coulndt change it.
But hey,what's best for my mom,and if it's makes her happy,i think i'll (try) to be happy for her :')