It's hard,but never rough

Tuesday 2nd December 2009

Hellloooo bloggyyyy it's been a while i havent write any blog.Sorry,busy.Everything is been great,but seriously hard.I dont know if my life more like a drama series in a television,but yes,i think it is.Still,i want my self to be as cool as i could,as patient as i could,as wise as i could.One thing that i have to do is i have to be mature.
So what the hell?this is my life,it is hard,but I have my own game to play,some of the things that i do now,mostly is just having fun and never bother anything that i dont like.Or something really new that i have to agree on (it's just for you mom).Something that just really hard for me to balance.I am so freakin' confuse about how i roll this life.It's just too hard for me.
But honestly it never rough,because i have a lot of best friends who i can always count on.I have my Crazy yet so awesome chairmate(Yolanda Torong),she's the one who always be there for me well,mostly she call me everytime i'm in a '911' situation.I tell a lot about my personal life to her,we're pretty open to each other and we had a lot of incommon (read : we both in love with super junior.So does the rest of my girls hehe).And the rest of them,Anjani Anandito,she is so full of fun,just to hear her laugh,it can makes me laugh too haha.Mulyatun Amanah,oh girl,you do know how to 'scream' and ofcourse you do know what's the meaning of 'Loud' hahaha,Rara dhita she has the same story of my life,also Deva Oktariza she has also the same story of my life,and i realize i am not alone in this hard road.And we all always support each other and fix the broken thing even it's just a little thing.
So,my life is hard,but never rough because of you guys!So thank you sooooooo much SORORITY!You guys are soooooo awesooomeeee :D
I LOVE YOU ALL!

I LOVE you guys more than anything :D

Friday 6th November 2009

Wow,it's been an hectic month,kinda hard but there's always a time i can forget all of those suck problem in my head.There's 5 of my best friends that can always make me laugh until my stomach hurt so bad or afterward,one of us are going to go to the bathroom for taking pee hahaa
I dont know,they are a really nice people to be with it's alaways fun to be near Yolanda,Nana(atcune),Deva,Anjani & Rara,if we're already together,we will forget about everything,in our mind will be just fun fun and fun,laugh,laugh and laugh!hahaha









I love you guys sooo much :D

13

Sunday 18th October 2009

Do you know what's 13 means?13 means :



I love each one of them especially Cho Kyuhyun!
He is such a cutie hahahaa

This post is just one of the tinny detail of what I like recently,so I post it :p

braces oh braces

Sunday 18th October 2009

Aduh gileeeeeeeeeeeeeee baru pasang behel tiga hari yang lalu nih gue,and it's killin' me babyyyyyyyyy oh God,tolong dong ini gigi rasanya kayak mau copot dan langsung tumbuh sariawan di mulut gue kanan kiri bagian dalem anjrit sabar deh gue sabaaaaar
Behel itu ide dari seorang dokter pada waktu itu,terus gue cuekin kemauan dokter gue ampe setahun gue gak di behel behel haha abisnya denger cerita temen2 gue yg di behel kaga ada enak2nya di behel,ya paling cuma buat gaya doang kesannya kalo pake behel tuh KATANYA yaaaa keliatan tajir lah,anak mami lah apa deh tuh omongan dan opinion org2 yg ga tau rasanya di behel.Kalo gue boleh milih antara behel dan tidak behel,I definetly choose tidak di behel.Biarpun sakitnya cuma 3 hari atau lebih tp ya tetep hrs sabar deh gue,semoga aja it'll work deh ga menang gaya doang,udh bayar mahal nih emak gue!hahaa
Anyway,pas masang behel ga sakit sama sekali,ya berasanya sekarang2 ini nih bubur jadi santapan sehari hari,see?how sad am I zz

shake it off,girl!

Wednesday 14th October 2009

Okay,pretty shit week.It's Mid semester people!Day 3,and tomorrow will be another suck mid semester day,I just really want to end it quickly!Oh please,I got a lot in my mind now,first my family problem and second my grades,I dont know what grade am I gonna get,I mean the mid semester grade,i know it will be not good as I wanted.But pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee it's just something I'm not ready to do,there's a lot of thing I still couldnt get it!But hei,and so what??I dont give a shit about it!
I dont know how my life would be in the next 2 years,am I going to be able to survive?I'll survive for my mom,for my family,but what about me?
I still dont get it,I still dont know who I am,I dont know where to go,it's a complete blank moment,everytime,everynight and every day.
So please ya Allah,give me a clue,give something to change me!Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
And yes,one of the reason i still in a bad mood sometimes,it just because of this tinny thing that I shouldnt think about.
Alright,that's the thing that i should shake it off!
I hate pretty much everything about my academic thing now,and please,dont be a smarty pants in front of me.I'll bite you

Unforgetable the dzavelash ;')

Saturday 10th October 2009

Still,you guys are the love of my life :') and I've always missed you guys!

Meet my craaaaazy classmates!

Saturday 10th October 2009

These girls are my awesome friends who always make me laugh,they always let my stress go away,we are crazy but we're not naughty,and they are

Mulyatun Amanah or a.k.a Nana --> Atcune

Anjani Anandito Asri a.k.a Jani --> Juju

Ifni Yolanda Cecariri Torong a.k.a Yole --> Sumiyati

Deva Oktariza Yodia Satria a.k.a Depppoy --> Juminten

R.Rara Dhita a.k.a Rara --> Ndharmi

Jongos jongos ter famous tahun 2009 tuh paling ekstrem loooh hahaha

I love you guys more than anything else :')

Saturday 10th October 2009

Okay,I spend my saturday night at home,well at 6 PM to 8 PM I spent my time with my best best friend,Hazna at her house,I talk about everything with her,even my personal thing,I love her so so much!
And yeah,i got 2 best friend ever,their name are ari and arie hahaa They are awesome!
So here I am now,standing with 3 awesome person,who always be there for me no matter what!

Okay,time to be more mature now!

Friday 09th October 2009

It's been a fun month,rough month,and yeah,hard month.I dont know if I can stand it any longer but life has to move on.And times flies when we're having fun.There's a couple of bad news that i just knew from my mom,and my mom suppoused to tell me last year but i just knew it last sunday.I dont want to post any of my family problem here,it's way too heavy and too privat.
I was surpriced but I wasnt cry,I was calm,but inside I was freakin' panic.I wanted to be as strong as I could in front of my mom and the did is done.I was strong.Strong enough to heard those words.
Eventhough something happened to me,I wont look down and look back,but I learned from those things and i hope it'll make me more mature then the old me.
I seriously thought that,this isnt happening to me.But it happened,i coulndt change it.
But hey,what's best for my mom,and if it's makes her happy,i think i'll (try) to be happy for her :')

Happy Lebaran All :')

I am so terribly sorry for the late congrats my dear bloggy :)
Just wanna say HAPPY IEDUL FITRI 1430 H yaaaaaa
Forgive me for everything i've said,i've done and all of those idiotic i've done to you.
So sorry people and HAPPY LEBARAN

Telat banget sih gue

I havent intoduce my self so much havent I?

Saturday 12th September 2009

Full Name : Namira Ramadhani Noveriandi
Nickname : Sicha,Namira,Nam,sichot,idung,sipeh,amoy,sule,eneng,IT,metal,cipuy,sichong. call me whatever you like lah as long as it not hurting me :)
Birthday : Jakarta 16th February 2009(you need to remember that)
Hair : Dark brown(masa si?)
Eyes : gatau item gatau coklat tua liat sendiri aja deh
Kulit : ga putih,ga item,ga kuning
Music : Super Junior,Shinee,Beast,lady gaga,jason mraz and anything that is good on my ears.
Facebook : sichaedgygirl@rocketmail.com
twitter : Namirasicha(user)
MSN : chaa_marmut@hotmail.com(id nya jadul abis)
YM : Siicha_cha
Loves : Eat,shopping,nonton,hang out,nongkrong,muter muter mall ga jelas,vintage,ice cream,lasagna,pizza,fettucine.
Hates : fakers,backstabber,liers,org ga jelas,org sok kenal,sok ganteng,sok keren,sok eksis,sok artis,snakes,frog,tikus,anjing yg badannya 2x lipat lebih gede dari gue,nunggu,org bawel,org banyak ngomong.
Adress : Kemang Pratama 2 Bekasi Jl.Kemang melati 3 blok M6
Engaged to : Super Junior Cho Kyuhyun
Real status : SINGLE
personal quote : when something amazing not happen in your life,it happen in mine

still figuring out who I am.So that's pretty much it

My guilty plesure at 23.00 PM

it's just a really hard month

Saturday 29th August 2009

It's a pretty hard month for me,a really really hard month.But it's not that bad too anyway I lost someone that was my love and now his gone.But it's not that hard to lettinng him go,and life goes on so do my life has to move on.
I moved on.I feel useless when i have to cry for like a week just for something i think it's not too worth it to cry on.For some reason loosing you is a bad thing but in a many other reason loosing you is just one simple phase of my life that i have to deal with.Not so special,but a little hurt.
And just so you know,for a lot of times we spent our moment together good and bad but too bad we were trying so hard to be somthing called 'perfect'but none of us are perfect.And i cant be perfect for you and so did you.And just incase you dont mind,I dont want you to feel like you are the most hero person for me.But if you dissepointed in me,then what kind of word that i can describe for you?
I felt dissepointed by you for many times and i dont want to tell you.That's honesty.
I dont want to judge any of your kindness or badness but what i felt so much was that many dissepontment.
We were repeating our special moment for several times and we were happy but we never ended it smoothly because non of them are mature enough to get to the other side of our relithionship.
so that's it,i'm sorry for everything :)

Saturday at SB :D

Saturday 15th August 2009

I LOVE THIS MOMENT SO MUCH!

Welcoming the freshman :D

If it's true,then I'll face it

Saturday 1st August 2009

Okaaay,it's been a while since I'm so busy with everything,my school actually.But it's been a really great time spending time at my new school.But I'll discuss about that later in other post ;)
Right now,I wanna talk about something that I never expected to talk about,something that makes me feel like I just want to make it go away and erase it from my memory.
It's just about something that i still dont know for sure,something that I still want to figure out but yet,it's something that makes me NOT BELIEVING YOU ANYMORE
When I heard that,I Honestly didnt feel anythingand I dont even know why.Well maybe I should open my mouth as big as I can open it,scream,or something but I didnt feel any of those stuff coming out!
And it's absolutely weird for me,and deeply I seriosly didnt feel any pain.
Because you know why?To be honest,I dont really mind if it's true because I feel like I already know you as that person but I'm too stupid to fall for you over and over again,and this time I'll make my own battle field and I know who will be the winner
So yeah,that's the thing that I'm going to do now,I'm not a looser,I'm not a stupid person,and YOU CANT RUN AWAY FROM ME
Belive me,your going to fall in a pretty deep hole boy

DUFAN :)

it was fun :D

BAD NEWS :'(

Wednesday 8th July 2009

We just wanted to let you know, that the news of Ryan and Jon leaving the band is unfortunately true. It’s been an amazing journey being in a band with them, but sometimes individual tastes take friends in different directions and you can’t ignore it. They are some of the most talented guys we know, and we’re sure that whatever they do next will be great. That said, Panic At The Disco is alive and very very well. We are working on new songs that we are excited for you to hear. Our dates
with Blink and No Doubt start in a little less than a month, and we wouldn’t miss those for the world. We know everybody has a lot of questions at this point with everything being so out of the blue, most of those should be answered in the coming weeks. We appreciate every one of you, and hope you continue with us on this incredible ride.

Pay attention we have a surprise in store for you.

-Brendon and Spencer

PS we were cleaning out the practice space and you’ll never guess what we found

and this one is from ryan and jon

Ryan Ross and Jon Walker will be leaving Panic at the Disco to embark on a musical excursion of their own. Though the four of us have made music together in the past, we’ve creatively evolved in different directions which has compromised what each of us want to personally achieve. Over the years, we have remained close and honest with each other, which helped us to realize that our goals were different and that parting ways is truly what is best for each of us. We are all excited for the future, you should be too.

-Ryan & Jon

Stay posted to the Panic site for updates on Ryan and Jon’s new project, as well as a message from Brendon and Spencer who will continue on as Panic At The Disco. All touring and album plans for Panic will continue as previously announced.

Gue liat ini di website panic sendiri.Log on aja www.panicatthedisco.com or check mySpace mereka www.myspace.com/panicatthedisco

Okay,I'm sorry i'm a bit drama queen,but at this point I ADORE RYAN ROSS so much!
dan gue ga percaya dia sama Jon keluar!
agggggghhhh I still cant believe it!
But anyway kalo pun mereka leave the band gue tetep dukung ryan sama jon apapun project mereka sekarang well at least they not leave us forever :)
So GOOD LUCK for RYAN ROSS and JON WALKER,I wish you guys all the best and alson for spencer and brendon you guys are still a rock star!
I love you all :)

Farewell night :')

We close this long month with a smile on our face :)

Tuesday 30th June 2009

Banyak banget kejadian yg terjadi di bulan ini maupun buat diri gue,buat The Dzavelash dan buat angkatan 10.
Bulan Juni bagi angkatan 10 bulan yg menentukan bgt lulus apa tidaknya kita,tepatnya di tanggal 20 Juni itu pengumuman kelulusan,suer gue deg degan banget pas mau deket deket hari sabtu tgl 20 itu,semua jantungan,semua was was.Tapi alhamdulilah gue dan dzavelash lulus :D biarpun angkatan 10 ga lulus 100% kita tetep yakin kalo next generation bisa menghasilkan prestasi yg lebih baik dari angkatan kita tapi our generation is the best laaah hehe :P
Dan bagi gue ninggalin darussalam itu berat banget,banyak hal yg udh gue alamin bareng anak2 angkatan 10,seneng,sedih,bahagia,gila gilaan,ketawa ketawa semuanya deh!
Apalagi ninggalin guru gurunya,kalo lagi kesel sih pengennya ga ketemu lagi ama guru2 haha tapi biar gimana pun mereka yg paling ngangenin bagi gue,selain udh jadi orang tua gue di sekolah mereka juga udh ngajarin kita setabah tabahnya.Especially Bu Wulan,gue bakal kangen banget sama Bu Wulan solanya dia guru tereasy going yg pernah gue kenal,palinh bijaksana,paling asik deh!Ga mungkin gue bisa lupa!
Terus bangunan darsal yg selalu kita ledek karna belom jadi tapi pasti ngangenin.Baju olahraga yg warnanya oranye campur merah yg selalu kita ejek mirip tukang sapu pinggir jalan itu ga bakal bisa di lupain,geboy kriping singkong yg super pedes yg belom tentu kita temuin di sekolah laen,mba sela yg jutek juga ga bakal ada lagi org kaya mba sela haha piss mba :P
Semua itu bakal gue jadiin kenangan paling berharga buat gue :)
Dan alhamdulilah imtihan berjalan lancar kita semua seneng,nangis bahagia karna kita udh lulus dari SMP :D
What a long month..hmm..
berjuang mati matian demi lulus akhirannya happy ending juga ya hahaa
Buat gue bulan ini bulan yg confusing haha but let's open another chapter,start of something new.
Tapi gue yakin,kita pasti ketemu lagi :D
I LOVE YOU 10th GENERATION!

Boring?Describe it with your own expression :p

Monday 29th June 2009



hahhaaa I got nothing to post so i post this hehe ;P

YOU,yes YOU!

Monday 29th June 2009

Hmmmmm,my word for today is what a looooong monday.Everything is so boring,so sleepy,got nothing to do :(
But one thing that still hanging on my head is YOU.
YOU make me think about YOU
YOU make me wanna smile everytime I think about YOU
YOU hunt me in my dream
YOU
YOU
YOU
YOU are in my mind now
I even had a Dream about YOU last night,it was so clear and so real.
It felt like I dont want to wake up and stay with YOU in my dream.But I couldnt,I woke up and realized that it was just a dream.
A wonderfull dream about YOU.
I want to be with YOU now,but I cant.I cant be with YOU because of YOU
YOU make me curious!
YOU made me SAD!
But over all the truth is,
I MISS YOU!




YES,YOU!

For now,I dont want to talk too much about him :)

Saturday 27th June 2009

Okaaaaaay,I think I'm gonna say "he's back in the picture people!" Not that I dont want to stick to all my word about him,but things changed along the way and I never see that coming,and I'm a person who always belive in second chances,but I dont know if i can give him second chance.
But everytime I think about it there's a feeling that I have to give him another shot,but at the same time i think of the possibilities that would happen later.
Maybe it was just a stupid dilemma and i dont really want to think about it too much.As long as I can keep up with this new situation I think I'm fine with it.
You know,sometimes life is never ever like what we are expected,we never know what coming up tomorrow,the day after tomorrow,next week,next month or even next year.So I guess I'm going to keep my mouth shut and talk if it's needed.
Over all,for now we're stick to our new FRIENDSHIP :)

Good bye Junior High School :D

Saturday 27th June 2009

That was the thing that I ware last night,I was so proud!haha :D

I'd prefer it's a bad habit

Thursday 25th June 2009

You know,things that i hate the most is when people talk too much.
when people ask to much question.
when people ask me to do a favor more than once.
especially when people talking too much but not thinking.Or like,not thinking before they speak.
sometimes when they meant is just a joke,but their jokes are not in a good situation so it makes people mad yeah I've felt that million times.
I feel like,where is their brain?Or should I say,where are they put it?
They become a fucking idiot everytime they talk but not with their brain
I seriously hated it!

Okay,I admit it,I fell in love with this guy HAHAHAHA

I seriously think that he is so HOT